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Thoughts of home imaginary time of places distant and future warmed by embracing physicality of longed for belongingness to be where once was stood expectation upon a dream…… Thoughts of love that once was a physicality

Beauty in the morning beauty passing by beauty in the Suns rays lighting up the skies therein the midst do stand I now knowing that beauty is more than in mine eye…… Dreamy eyes upon the passing of a mountain

Sleep as you will upon my chest for morning comes quickly when tired eyes do try to see the rhythm of your ins and outs reminders to me of how you are precious in all that can be of those dreams waiting for thee……. Sleepless nights with babies sleeping upon my chest


Why would Rutland County Council & Nottingham Community Housing Association BOTH endorse and support the actions of a family of 15 years benefit fraud. Despite being made aware of the antisocial behaviour of the Hibbitt family at 76 Graffham Drive neither NCHA nor RCC saw it fit to pursue the matter of four adults living for up to a month at a time and claiming that there were only two to say nothing of their loudmouthed overtake of communal space upon Graffham Drive often using it as a way and change point for family vehicles and trailers wood and anything else they see fit all zealously overlooked by an off the lead loud Alsatian. The fact that they are local business men and women electricians painters childminders police officers and local government support workers whom endorse and support cash in hand payments to family members and they spend the rest of their time badmouthing “immigrants and blacks ” for supposedly doing that same thing which they seem so comfortable and apt at i/e defrauding the government with local governmental support and endorsement. The real face of racist Britain “don’t do as we do do as we say……”



Rutland County Council continue to support and endorse racism within the town of Oakham. Despite being advised of the racist conduct of many of it’s residents it refuses to take seriously or address issues of discrimination. This is not surprising considering it’s own record in regard to this matter for it is no stranger to supporting the likes of the racist Alan Duncan and local school headmaster Stewart Williams in breaking copyright laws in an attempt to have myself convicted and that’s to say nothing of the police whom are willing to do their dirty work for them in both schools and the local community PC Joe Lloyd.

Alan Duncan’s racist ideologies are well documented but still he was knighted and continues to serve the business interests of those within and behind British government. Foreign diplomats are well aware of his economic influence throughout Europe and as such are cautious in their dealings with him. The same can be said of the current prime minster Theresa May whom has a recorded history of ignoring calls for assistance from the black communities prior to her becoming prime minister. Britain has always been racist but it seems the days of Enoch Powel are fast returning to the streets of Britain and the halls of Westminster.

Rutland County Council are now even willing to overlook even council tax violations and dog handling breaches in order to have it’s own ends met. Regardless of the breaches or perpetrators there is no sign of justice within the county of Rutland……..–by-actually-listening-to/,+nationalist+Brexit


This is a copy of the email sent to both my local council and the housing association Neither seems too perturbed about the situation and thus I am now forced to take matters into my own hands. When it gets to court their response is likely to be the same as that of the local council and also that of the housing association in that the local council said they would get back to me whenever and the housing association that they will look into putting up a fence in April. I am forced now into the situation whereby I have to respond as not to do so is to give in to this form of bullying and harassment and that I am not willing to do…. Watch this space………!


Following on from my phone conversation this morning with a

member of your team I am sending you a copy of the email I

have sent to the local council in regards to this matter which

has reached a critical point whereby I now feel intimidated and

harassed daily. This is now affecting my sleep mentality and

completely ruining my ability to enjoy both the property and

my own front garden. I am no longer able to sit outside due to

the harassment from both the neighbours and their daily visitors

I have in fact become a prisoner within my own home.



Richard Bradley Wilks

78 Graffham Drive



LE15 6DQ


Following on from my phone call this morning I would like to reiterate

and expand upon the concerns I raised with you on the phone which



1… that for over a year my neighbours at 76 Graffham Drive have allowed

their visitors to bring their dogs to the drive without keeping them on leads


2…. that this had resulted in the dogs using my front garden and door as their



3…. that this is every weekend consisting of a minimum of two dogs but on

most occasions has been three to five dogs.


4…. that there is a dog visiting my neighbours for up to a month at a time with

only one or two weeks respite before it’s next visit.


5…. that several days a week my neighbours as well as having an Alsatian there

full time now looks after one of their daughters dogs and thus two dogs are constantly

allowed out of their property to foul the area outside my home.


6…. that at weekends there are up to three dogs outside my property without collars

or being on leads barking and rushing at not only my visitors but anyone passing on the

street or going to the children’s play area.


7…. that I have consistently for the past year requested that the neighbours ask their

visitors to control their dogs and put them on leads, which has been to no avail.


8….. this weekend I have had to clean up dog mess from three dogs of my front lawn.


9….. that when four to five individuals stand outside your property laughing as their dog

fouls on your doorstep that amounts to harassment intimidation and bullying.



I look forward to hearing from you shortly in respect of the above





Richard Bradley Wilks






I’m fast becoming racist

I’m fast becoming racist

Two days on facebook and I could calmly kill somebody…..

I’m of the opinion it like all forms of mass media are aimed solely at the un/educated unthinking masses and in our time that includes those with degrees if not more.

Conversations demonstrations and world centre stage is given over to hatred and discrimination against that other…. still. Tell me how one is supposed to have a reasonable interaction with the other without questioning either their motivation or our own.

I’m fast becoming racist for the human race got up this morning knowing how fucking bad the world was yesterday and everyone one of us are carrying on the same stinking way for we know best each and every last one of us. Because we’re all educated now……!

The beauty of education is that most of those within it want in some way to advance.

The negativity of education is that its ethos is solely perpetuation of both itself and now.

Black people are breaking their necks to perpetuate inequality ensuring that their children somehow make it though school, college and university. And some do only to face that every changing bar 1 GCSE, 5 GCSE’s, College blar bla blar bla blar

Most frustrating for me…. that black people really don’t get or want to the message. I will qualify that Black Westerners. Discrimination is no longer a thing to strive to eliminate it is something to be endured. “well it’s not as bad as it used to be” “yeah you know I got a son at uni now”. We’ve become part of that two holiday’s two car’s culture of it doesn’t really affect me. And yet overrepresentation in mental health and judicial systems, school exclusion rates and death at the hands to law enforcement continue to remain consistent.

Two days of a world coming to a standstill over the enforcement of national boundaries in a country that still shoots black children in the street. I hear no cries of human rights issues as they march over the blood of blacks to protest for once again I hear the cry of communists. This didn’t start yesterday!

Hopefully my account will be deactivated for longer than a year this time it might give me enough time to learn something….!


The incarceration rates disproportionately impact men of color: 1 in every 15 African American men and 1 in every 36 Hispanic men are incarcerated in comparison to 1 in every 106 white men. 2. According to the Bureau of Justice Statistics, one in three black men can expect to go to prison in their lifetime.13 Mar 2012

You need to take note of the last sentence for that same commission see no wrong with the prospect of 3rd of black men going to prison at some point in their lives in either America or the United Kingdom it’s just statistical information….!

21,937 prisoners, was from a minority ethnic group. This compares to around one in 10 of the general population.

Out of the British national prison population, 10% are black and 6% are Asian. For black Britons this is significantly higher than the 2.8% of the general population they represent.

Overall black prisoners account for the largest number of minority ethnic prisoners (49%).

At the end of June 2014, 28% of minority ethnic prisoners were foreign nationals.

According to the Equality and Human Rights Commission, there is now greater disproportionality in the number of black people in prisons in the UK than in the United States.

Somethings wrong…..! iixx

The thing with any possibility of change is the restrictions of those that know or knew you for all actions words or deeds are forever confined to their history of who and what you were thereby seeking to forever restrict your progression or change   within a social setting.  It thus may at times be necessary to remove oneself from the social in order to bring about an emotional spiritual or physical change but once back within the social those closet to you will often ignore confine or reduce any noticeable change until it fits their own memory pattern in essence forcing one to to regress to a previous state of being in order to be accepted socially or once again to withdraw from the social in order to continue with ones own development. A possible way forward is to leave behind in physicality such individuals leave behind being the most apt expression for such persons are content with their own circumstances and will be unable to relate to anything one does or says on the level upon which it was intended for to do so would require unconditional positive regard ie love without condition or expectations and should such a position be possible it would necessitate the notion concept of once loved always loved for the reality is that we cannot unlove persons. We may at times grow to dislike another but that does not negate the fact that we have love for them for this too is an aspect of our foundation upon which the self is built. 

This being my second attempt to examine understand accept such notions and concepts in relation to not only love but contextual love I feel closer to an understanding of self and others but I don’t feel it’s finished and somewhat look forward to learning experiencing and sharing more with a select few for mere observation informs me that not only is this a path not chosen by others but one so many are incapable of and for me there’s an uncomfortablenes in that notion concept for I was for a long time “sure” that if I was capable of a thing then surely all persons were for am I not merely a man as so many others are…… iixx 


It’s the first book I’ve read in like forever I tend to stick to educational books or just psychology when reading, other stuff requires a picturenary imagination that I just haven’t got 😡😳🙈 but at the end of this one the thing that sticks out is “gerotranscendence”…. Enjoyable reading though it was names given to notions and concepts that I’ve considered in my own ignorance, understandings and stumbles of thought…. as an add on we like to think things have an order of development but that just makes them easier for the world and others to both restrict and contain us to their own notions of time space and development anything outside of this is not acceptable for the world must have its order imposed by that parasite known as man I’m comfortable with the notion that many will not understand a word I’m saying as much as I am with knowing some will choose not to for your persona has from time indicated your….. Being 😳🙈😂😗😏👌🏾💩’s      iixx 

#blacklivesmatter you people are jokers running up and down like you just invented the wheel continually sucking up to those that you supposedly are protesting against you haven’t saved a life yet in fact I would say you have contributed to further deaths what you need to do is organise arm lead a people whom for whatever reason seem to be targeted throughout the states and europe but you seem to be playing a popularity game and seeking merely to promote your individual and organisational needs while black children’s blood continues to pour into the ground don’t march and block roads for an hour or two blow the fucking things up and see what happens when the wider community are restricted… knock out power plants phone exchanges severer stations especially prior to rioting knockdown phone towers and bridges in essence grow some fucking balls and take direct action instead to continuing to set our children up to be used and abused your actions speak clearly you want to be in the position of those you are complaining about rather than imitating them you should be declaring the war that we are so obviously in jokers your as big a problem as the institutional establishments you claim to dislike hence your twitter facebook and other public faces but the reality is you’ve abandoned all hope and misled those whom have the balls and are willing to stand up and do say something while you sit at those tables for poltite political social and moral discussions look beneath your feet for the bones of our ancestors are supporting your sorry assed selves.


Racism in Rutland

Resorted to blocking me you dirty little tramp of a racist pig didn’t I see you trying to look bad at the Doctors the other day fucking muppet…..!


imageThis is the officer whom thinks school assaults by staff members is not a police issue and also states parents have no right to complain if children are assaulted at school by members of the teaching staff “what happens in school should stay in school”

Racism in Rutland PC

Joe Lloyd Collar number: 1312 I joined Leicestershire Police in December 2001 having previously served in the Armed Forces. I started my career in Melton Mowbray where I served in several roles. In 2007 I joined an Immigration crime team that worked in partnership with the UK Border Agency. This role has exposed me to multi agency working which will assist me in my new role as PBO for Oakham Town. “I will be working closely with the rest of the neighbourhood team providing a visible police presence, identifying and putting into place community issues, along with tackling crime and anti-social…

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Student Loans & the Limitation Act 1980….. Pass it on…….


The government’s sale of student loans to a semi-quango company was always dubious. The fact that these were the older loans many of which fell under the above mentioned act brings into question not only the motive of the government but also the motives of this so called new founded company. Those whom still owe monies on their student loans which are 6/7 years old need to apply to see if they fall under the Act. In addition they need to examine their loans for the earnings clause which usually accompanied many loans prior to mid to early 1990’s. My loans were covered by a clause which meant that I did not have to pay back anything while I was earning under £25.000 although the government made this extremely difficult by bringing in a system that required a “deferment” for each year upon which records were conveniently lost and communications not received. No problem for good and accurate record keepers. I’m concerned for those that have been intimidated bullied and just plain lied to in order for this company to recover money that is statutory barred. deceitful underhanded tactics from a government that daily shows it’s lack of consideration for its populace………… pass it on……….


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DWP & The real face of discriminatory practices in Britain…….

I was asked by the DWP to attend a Jobs Fair on the 19th of October (list of those companies attending listed below). I must admit I raised an eyebrow as more than half those attending are in fact employment agencies which I already know offer zero hours contracts. never the less I attended. I took up an offer of one agency whom stated that they had production line superviers and data entry roles available for immediate starts. That seemed promising so I arranged to come back in and sign up with the agency at their induction day which again would be held at Melton Mowbray DWP offices. Now I’m raising the other eyebrow. Why are the DWP facilitating induction days on behalf of companies that offer zero hours contracts at a stated norm. I soon found out.

I received a phone call actually several asking me to go in early as my documents had not been photocopied properly and thus they needed me in forty minutes early so as to facilitate this and give me an induction to the factory. So I attended forty minutes early. I got there at 9.20 (how I got there you can see in the attached email that I sent to the DWP regarding the whole experience) and I was on a production line by 9.30. No induction no idea of where the fire exits where no idea of who my supervisor was. But considering the buses and trains had stopped running I was there until the morning so I thought you know what just get on with it.

As I said I was given no induction to the premises thereby breaking the first health and safety regulation. The coordinator could not be bothered to take me down on to the factory floor and thus I was passed to some young girl whom was told to take me down and get me kitted out. She just round and said no and walked off. I don’t have any more eyebrows to raise now. But I thought your in control and that’s the lack of it that you have ummmmmm….. The next person that I was passed on to made a total face of disdain and said follow me. “I’ve got to be on my line in five minutes if we are late the supervisors start shouting at us so I don’t want to be late”. We walked through the changing rooms and it was take one of these put these on and get a pair of wellington boots from over there.  I did as I was told but when it came to the wellington boots they had nothing my size. I said to the young girl they don’t have my size. “Just put on any pair I’m going out to the lines now”. So I forced on a pair that were two sizes too small and did my best to hobble after this very fast walking person.

Three hours later when the only break for the night came I limped in to see the coordinator. I informed her that there were no wellington boots to fit me. Her response wasn’t surprising. “There are wellington boots out there go get a pair and get back on the line”. Plain and simple another breach of heath and safety. Again knowing that I was stuck there until the first train I went to see what was the biggest size I could find this time round. I was more fortunate than the last as there were a pair that were only one size two small. So for another three and a half hours I hobbled about in boots that were creating the feet from hell syndrome.

I sent the following email to the DWP outlining my concerns…..

“Re: I believe we have a meeting at 10.10 this morning…..


43Spiders ……



Mon 31/10, 11:15


Morning Helen…


I did go in on Friday.

I was a little concerned that they asked me to go in early 9.20 instead of ten supposedly to re-photocopy my documents.

There was no data entry position nor line supervisor. But I thought seeing as I was there I’d give it a go. I was on the production line by 9.30. There is no 10-6 shift as I was told. It’s 9.30 till finish which could be any time between 4/5.30 thus making it inaccessibly to public transport. I spent the first three hours wearing size 9 boots, I’m a size 11 when I saw the coordinator at lunch and told her I could not find boots my size her response was there are boots out there go get and be on the line on time. I then spent the rest of the night working in boots which were size 10. I can’t tell you how uncomfortable my feet still are but to then have to walk for 45 minutes to the train station and still have to wait outside in the cold for the first train at 6.30 just made things worse. The shift coordinator informed me that she did not have a position available for me and that I would cover for her temps as and when the need arises i/e when one was off sick or someone was on holiday. I’m concerned that this kind of service is being promoted by the job-center I think it’s abusive in more than one way.




Richard ”


The response to this email was a phone call from the Manager stating that after speaking with me and getting both sides of the story the information in the email would be passed to a decision maker. I asked her other than my concerns in regard to my own health and safety what decision needed to be made. She did not respond. A copy of the conversation will be attached at the end of this article. I have not received any further communication from the DWP but having been asked to and attending a Jobseeker’s Direction i/e justify why your not working on the 31st I’m clueless as to why the manager and the above mentioned advisor felt that either my experience needed to be investigated or that I had acted in some inappropriate manor.


This is the same manager that I approached when I saw a need in the DWP offices for someone to be available to assist those coming in that were not computer literate. I approached her stated the need and the fact that I would be willing to do this as voluntary work. It was arranged for me to go to another council office detail my proposal have an interview. That was the last I heard. They now employ two or three individuals to cover that need.


This is the same manager that would not consult with the working links coordinator whom works closely with the police and DWP in relation to long term unemployed individuals and having paid working links to assist me refused to follow up when working links refused to take my calls or give any indication as to their findings or lack of.


This is the same manager that refused to follow up the job offers that I have had which have been withdrawn without or with dubious excuses. NACRO, Stamford College, Leicester College and a few others.


This is the same manager that agrees my transfer to a different advisor every three months or passes me on to temps brought in from other DWP offices thereby ensuring that I do not get access to any support initiatives that are available. An example being that instead of telling me to walk the two miles each way to the factory a week ago on Friday they could have put me forward for the wheels to work programme whereby I could have received either a bicycle or moped loan to do the jurney. Discrimination and prejudice in action…..!


As you will hear from the phone conversation with the manager. Her concern was not the deception and lies that were told in order to get me into the factory nor the fact that health and safety regulations were breached in fact she would not respond when asked what it was that she felt a decision needed to be made upon, which is really kind of strange considering that she was there and was aware of the offers that I had been made i/e data entry and line supervisor. She’s looking to find a way to penalise me for not working despite the fact that nowhere in my jobseekers agreement have I agreed to be a production line worker working for £7.20 an hour on a night shift with a zero hours contract. I am concerned that this racist prejudicial practicing individual is using and abusing her position to carry out what she deems as appropriate intimidation and bullying and the withholding of services on behalf of others whom she openly states she is keeping an eye out for on this site……


This manager is the same one that claims to monitor my website for my comments in regards to the racists MP Alan Duncan, Helen Briggs of Rutland County Council and the headmaster of Catmose Federation Stuart Williams. This is the same woman that asked me “do you really think that there’s some form of conspiracy against you” and considering it was a statement out of the blue and out of context well yes now I actually do. Your job role does not require you to monitor my site but what it is proving to be is discriminatory practices in your services and dealings with myself. This is the same woman whom got annoyed when I appealed a decision and told me that if I’m not careful she would claim back the travel expenses i/e train fares that I had received to attend interviews in Birmingham and such like places. Intimidation, harassment and bullying characteristic sings to prejudice and discriminatory behaviour. This constant badgering and investigation by government authorities is something that I have had to deal with for over ten years now within the country of Rutland and that’s from every department, police, council, schools and increasingly more so the DWP. This is the real face of prejudice and discrimination in Britain………..


As the DWP have been advised any phone calls made to my property are recorded in order for clarification in relation to disputes and thus are made knowing that I will use such recordings as and when I see fit to challenge individual and departmental discriminatory practices. Please also be aware that this  site is copywrite protected thus any use reference to or copying of any material on this site is strictly prohibited unless I give express permission. Which I have not…..!

I could not get the phone call to upload but it can be found here…..

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