Archive for October 28, 2010

Wait until I am dead and gone

Before you tell me you love me

Leave it till then for heart may

Not cope

No need for tears of consideration

For another place to be is my

One wishful hope

Wait until I am dead and gone

And then do not miss me

For rest assured I will be alright

Never alone or lost in the darkness

Removed and transformed to never

Ending light

Wait until I am dead and gone

Before you judge me

For then maybe you know that

I song my own song

Not listening or following others

But steadily slowly plodding along

Wait until I am dead and gone


When I watch a film like American History X my mind goes mad. Not with the concept of hatred or racism or those of social or political justice but at the power of images and words to portray such a powerful and correct reflection of both my own and human nature. But the power that is within this film is the power of human emotion in the guise of relationships both reflective of power in adults and the ability of children to soak it up entirely thus promoting our inadequacies. American History X is liked by everyone I know for different reasons we all latch on to that which reflects us the most and as such this time round I saw what it is that we as adults do to our children and children of the world. To be honest we’re not doing too good a job are we….! I see the same extreme ideologies expressed in the form of immigration polices depicted on the news when I watch it. I draw no distinction from that of the portrayal in films like American History X and current European polices to create a fortress Europe. The only difference being my emotive response to both would be a passionate one and those I see hear and speak too distinguish between the two. I know racist both black and white and each would pick a side to be on in either the film or politics justifying each according to their own perspective. To me both are wrong. How can we as a people know so much about what is wrong with both us, humans, and our societies but yet we do nothing to elevate the suffering of individuals and groups alike. Are we really that gullible to see this as mere entertainment and a reflection of our passivity in the face of human suffering. Having followed the news over the last few days of the effects upon the islands of Indonesia I found myself asking if I really cared what happened to a group of islands that turned their backs on the amount of paedophilia that is allowed to carry on upon their shores. Ok so it’s sad that life has been lost but I feel that it is even sadder for those upon the islands to not prosecute every paedophile that gets off a plane or a boat and abuses the local children. And thus is my dilemma and salvation in one. My personal concept of who deserves what and why. Trying to brake myself free of such restrictions is a continual battle of self examination and consideration and thus I understand why the European immigration polices will hold up and we will have a fortress Europe and why people will sit back and let others suffer for we can justify such sufferings for those we consider to be the “they” or “other” as they are never a part of the “we”. If there ever was a god he long ago abandoned us and has been replaced by a political party supported by trained psychologist, economist and hypocritical religious leaders….!

Still playing with this wp thingy… its all taking time once again to learn just to blog which I somewhat resent MSN for and their continual pissing about with the live spaces…..

If I told you I were lonely
Would you hold my hand
And walk with me a ways
Along this path that life
Has for me
Would you lead me to a place
Where my footing were sure
And leave me in a place where
I could find my own way watching
From a distance to make sure I did
Not stumble and hurt myself

If I told you I were lonely
Would you hold me in this darkness
Of life and speak to me of good
Things until the sun rose and embraced
Us both with it’s beauty and light
Thus feeling secure to let me walk
And find my own way in the daylight

If I told you I were lonely
Would you say you know the feeling
Too and had been searching for me
And now that you found me this was
How it would be just the two of us
In a world of darkness taking turns
To light the paths of destruction and
Helping each other to see those things
In life that sometimes slip by in the
Shadows of the moon

If I told you I were lonely
Tell me what you would
Tell me

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Time stood still for a while
As I walked the darker places
Of the earth seeing those things
Of which people choose not
To see

Time stood still for a while
As I drink of the depths of
Despair of those abandoned
By all aspects of the light
And left to their own de-vices

Time stood still for a while
And I too stood still so as
Not to be seen with my
Intrusive mind in places
No longer meant for me

Time stood still for a while
As recognised faces drifted
Past me as if shadows of their
Former selves lost in a time
Of reflection

Time stood still for a while
Until I awoke and knew that
A space had been created
For us to see those things
That so often pass us by

Time stood still for a while

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