I am just so going to scream
I not sleeping too well
Or eating
And I cannot be distracted
Everything I try and do is either
Disrupted with thoughts that
Beg to be written or interrupted
By them until I have typed them up
For an hour or two’s reprieve
And then it starts again
Touch typing does not seem to help for
As fast as it is out there are more queuing
For a chance of escape
Out goes the internet cable
And off goes the mobile phone
I am trying to exclude myself
From the world and it’s emotions
For I am trapped in a cycle of being
Expressive
And am having trouble keeping up
With myself
Why me why now