I close my eyes

And feel you presence

Wash over me

Like the sands of time

Each grain do I see

As they slowly float

On by

I close my mind

And your glow do

I see

Eliminating all that I

Could possibly be

And I warm myself

To such possibilities

In life

I open my eyes and

Only see the darkness

Of reality and have to

Wonder realistically

Is my mind playing tricks

On me

As I cry for the loss

Of a present and future

I did see when I closed

My eyes