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To have heart is not a deceptive thing

To have heart can only goodness bring

In the fading of the light

In the battle to distinguish

Wrong from right

To have heart is to feed the inclination

Of the mind

To seek that which is oft difficult to find

In the darkness of men’s souls

In that space that makes separate

What was whole

To have heart is to see the face of God

In all things dark and light

In my youth I would chop down tress

Make all kinds of thing in an attempt

To please that which was pleasing to

The eye to those things I made men

Would cry oh do make me one of these

In my youth I did not see all those things

That relied upon that tree

The birds the bees and bugs that did need

Somewhere to call their home

I did not see the wind as it did take the

Living giving breath that the tree did

Make and so I continued to be me chopping

Down every tree I did see

Now that youth has long left me I look about

And nothing do I see for all has died without

That tree that I did cut down unthinkingly

No birds to fly nor song do sing

No bees do buzz nor dive nor sting

Without that wisdom of the bee there is

No beauty in the flowers to see and thus

I may as well be blind for nothing is there

For me to find in this world that I did make

All that’s left is knowledge of that mistake

I made in my youth of cutting down those trees

If only if only I’d know that would be the end of


I know this place I have been here before

But not in this reality

It is but a distant dream of what was to come

A glimpse of what there was to see

I know this place I have been here before

How can it be that my memory has remembered

Something before it has happened to me

How can this be that there lays before me a

Path to be walked alone

Am I alone walking in the shadows of the day

I look at others and sometimes want to say

Hay don’t I know you is this not where we

Are meant to be

I know this place I have been here before

Did you not see me as I walked as your shadow

Going to those places you had already been

I followed in each and every footstep feeling

Knowing that we were both kin

Did you not feel me as I covered you

At times I knew everything that you would do

For I was your skin and at times reached there

And waited for you thinking where had you been

Did you not feel me as I flowed through your veins

Pumping flowing making us one and the same

I took a breath and you exhaled

We were one like a boat and it’s sail

Never going nowhere without the other

And yet both moving this way that way

To discover all that the seas had to share

Did you not miss me when I left you

Did you not feel me leave with that last

Breath of air as life said its goodbyes

Did you not hear the sound of my cries

Carried upon the winds

And shared in those tears that your eyes

Did bring to your cheeks as they were kissed

For the very that last time as life passed us by

How can you not know me how can you

Not remember for even in death we are one

And the same xx

Court acceptance of Leicestershire Police breaking the law in order to bring about charges by a racist……………….


Something’s bugging me…. In my court appearance on Wednesday I informed the court that I was not comfortable with the notion that Leicestershire police had broken the law in order to bring about my arrest and appearance for malicious content and harassment via this site. The fact that the local school headmaster had printed off material from this site which is copy write protected and presented this to the police whom knowing my site to be copy write protected ignored this fact in order to bring about a prosecution means that the police ignored a crime in order to bring a case to court.

Now the response from the court clerk was that he had never known of anything like this in his twenty five years service and thus he was unsure of my statement to that fact. I pointed out to him that he need merely listen to my interview CD to ascertain the truth of the statement of fact. His response was that would then leave me the option of redress in one a complaint against the police and two a civil complaint against the headmaster for breach of copy write but regardless that made no difference to the current case even though it has been brought about by breaking the law.

That to me is dangerous ground for should I break into someone’s house and steal something take it to the police and tell them I stole it knowing that the person that had it had obtained it illegally would they ignore the fact that I broke into the house in order to prosecute the person I stole it from?

There is something inherently wrong with our legal system when it chooses to ignore breaches of the law and is far more concerned with bringing prosecutions than the ascertaining of the truth. That to me is not a judicial system but rather a system of systematic control of individuals and groups whom are chosen for whatever reason and brought before the courts. Our legal system is changing so fast and precedents are being set that are eroding the rights and freedoms of the British public to the point of non existence.

Racist headmaster at Catmose College


I’m trying to get my head round the facts

  1. This man stands and shouts till his red in the face and shaking with rage at my son that’s verbal and physical intimidation
  2. My son is investigated for three months continually having his every move scrutinised and being accused of every stereo typical black male behaviour you could think of and with the passing of each one he is accused of something else
  3. My son is physically assaulted by a member of the teaching staff and no one actually gives a dam in fact the opposite it’s supported by the police and the courts the local council and the local MP
  4. I’m the one now in court for harassment and malicious content on this site


My conclusion….. racism is alive and kicking in Oakham it’s not only supported and endorsed by those in political power here but reinforced by the courts especially Loughborough Magistrates Court and it’s severing solicitors Straw & Pearce but also underpinned by the Leicestershire Crown Prosecution Service along with the probation service. I don’t believe in conspiracy theories these are individuals that I have met on a continual basis over the last eight years whom are more than willing to perjure themselves in court in order to appease someone or some group of people whom think that it is right to exclude humiliate and intimidate young black males whom attend Catmose College but even further than that this is a community wide issue when the police think that it is appropriate that having my home property and children assaulted attacked and damaged within Oakham is not an arrestable offence but any accusation against myself results in a court appearance supported with the full ferocity and venom of a wounded animal.

I’m comfortable with the fact that when I attend court people turn red and look the other way.

I’m comfortable with the fact that I as an uneducated individual as is so often portrayed am able to take on the local racist police, mp, council, head master, crown prosecution service and probation service on my own.

I’m comfortable looking people in the eye and knowing that I am not lying but being lied too.

I’m comfortable with knowing the truth and not being harassed intimidated or bullied into rolling over and playing dead.

I know and understand your fear for you are inadequate individuals on every level and form and you should be afraid for your system is failing…..

To converse….  spent the day chatting with a Sikh and a Muslim. The first thing we agreed on was that your religion to a greater extent is dictated by your place of birth, your culture and your race. Second was that mans use of religion is for purely selfish means and in the majority of cases does not stem for the glorification of his name. The third was that man should not worship any image. The forth was that all men have spirituality as our common denominator and it is this that inclines us to seek religion and thus associate with that which closest fits our own spirituality. From there we informed discussed enlightened one another to the differences of our individual beliefs. People want to change for the betterment of all now all we need do is get rid of the individualism and materialism of those that govern us so that we may continue to converse and grow……

Should my death bring peace to your world I would lay down willingly not that I would wish for death but that I have known love and would rest easy knowing that this love too was known by another merely by my demise for nothing is greater than to give that which is every lasting love not of physicality but of mentality and spirit be blessed xxX

Everybody knows that something is wrong, it may not be their own personal circumstances but to look about you in this life you cannot help but see hear feel those things that are not right could do with improvement or are just dam right wrong… so if I go out and cause more misery in the world tomorrow I am accountable for that and the harm I cause to others and as such all those other adults that will rise with the morning and I are they not too accountable responsible for their actions inactions for we recreate our worlds every day and tomorrow could be so much more should we so choose I will choose to try and make a difference and you will…….. wait for god, say it’s not your concern, worry about your bill’s, car, house, food, dogs, clothes….. none of which is inappropriate for we are that which we know….. but it really is time we knew something else……!


We live in a system that is designed to be challenged… the non challenging or allowing of that system of challenge to become corrupt is to allow those in control of that system to abuse their public authority and thereby dictate their own authority

Our undemocratic legal system…..


Can there be any semblance of a democratic legal system when there be no separation between the police CPS and judiciary. The last thing I expected was to hear from the CPS after writing to the courts. But in reality it would seem that the courts are more concerned and inclined to communicate with the CPS than self representing individuals. I am fed up with using court appointed solicitors and barristers whom make deals before you even get to court or whom make representation by absence of any form of defence for this smacks of hidden agendas and the swapping of quotas and cases without regard or notion of justice and right and wrong. This smacks of the old boys network of masons and their equals are we guilty by lack of association and lack of the ability to pay for better representation. The more I have to take on the bigots the more I realise that this is not a battle to be won but one that must be fought never the less for I will not Sercombe to racist bullying intimidation victimisation or harassment regardless of if it’s a police officer school principal local MP local council members or local magistrates your authority was given unto you and you are accountable if not to me then to Jah so use and abuse what you will for we all have to stand by that which we consider to be the right thing by us Jah give me strength and guidance

Racial harassment part…? sorry lost count


This is my latest interview with the representatives of the Racist Leicestershire and Rutland Police…. the first one doing most of the speaking is the knobhead that can be heard on another interview at my home that same fool that told me I have no jurisdiction over my son the one at the end of the interview is the dam blasted fool that investigated and stated that his officers acted appropriately when five drunks tried to assault me and his officers came to make sure none of them where hurt and asked if they wanted to press charges… no wonder the country is so fucked up with fools like these given authority…!

The totality of man

Should one be thirsty then we have that ability to measure mentally the physicality of we and impose that upon the joint real of the physical and say to our selves I will go to the river and drink but being not animals we must evaluate the conditions for did we not loose a friend this way to the wild creatures down that way a man with knowledge will arm himself with weaponry that will enhance his survival but a man with wisdom will take several others with him so some can watch.while some drink thus all shall overcome but it is only man that would plot with others to kill his brother while he drinks or abandon him when the beast attacks the totality of man both wisdom and knowledge without the heart to make changes

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Devil worshiping soulless bastards whom trade all that they are for material economic and political support. Are the seed of Satan really that prolific still 80’s and 90’s I was really quite surprised to see whom had sold out to take part in this rubbish and I mean every day peeps dem builders mechanics and the like but out here in inbreedland they seem to be exerting the utmost control and influence…. I can only really relate this place as I see it incestual with everyone sleeping with everyone else’s wife and cousins sleeping with cousins and not knowing they even related ;s really ghetto farm people dem I suppose it’s a miniature of the rest of society as more than half the government are mason’s and while they sell the country out from underneath us people are getting distracted with the stupidity of race culture and Idealism for the truth be known these people only have one loyalty and it’s to the control and destruction of all men

Forgiveness as a concept… I’m of the opinion that it is not mine to give. The counter argument to that is the lord’s prayer forgive us our trespass as we forgive those that trespass against us. I don’t forgive those that trespass against my children or against children per say and as such would that equate to that I am not nor ever will be forgiven. I acknowledge that which I have done and thus in essence come to terms with and forgive myself but it’s not something I would seek from another with one exception. At school we used to call this boy monkey boy and at times you could see in his eye’s that we made his life hell and that it did burn him deeply. It wasn’t until I was in my twenties that I considered came to terms with the notion concept of self hatred and as such I went looking for Devon and tracked him down in Streatham south London and asked for his forgiveness which he freely gave but that was the exception and as much about coming to terms with my own inadequacies as anything else. People tend to show us who they are by words deeds and desires and as such if I am not comfortable with who they are I don’t forgive them and continue with their rubbish I get them out of my life for one’s inclinations for a thing are strong and I don’t have the time or patience nor inclination to be changing peeps mind sets. Furthermore so many people take liberties knowing that they will be forgiven to then proceed and take that same liberty or another one and I don’t have time for that rubbish. Again there is an exception in that I have always worked with children and they in my eyes do not require forgiveness but direction understanding and love……..

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