Tag Archive: Helen Briggs

There is no need to lie

No reason to look away

Or pretend to be shy

For all I see is your shadow

Of dreams unheard screams

As your ready to cry

For the deception is in your heart

That part of you that was there

From the start

There is no need to lie

For I know where your headed

And to death say goodbye

For it was yours from the

Beginning of the end

No need for deceit no need

Of pretence

For shadow is your only friend

As I bid you farewell no

Outstretched hand is there waiting

For you

For your lies have revealed all that

Is true and brought about your

Own end

If I could love you do you think

That I would choose to be that

Other than which I am

If I could love you do you think

That what remained could be equated

To man in all his fallacy without that notion

That perception to be self reliant and

Capable in eyes and mind

If I could love you do you think

That you could love me for would

Not there be some notion conception

Of possibility that somehow things were

Not right for you cannot have a day without

A night and thus two lovers are never to be found

For one is always flying the other running ground

With misunderstanding manipulation and confounding

Questions of that which can be for is it not our lot

To never be happy in all that is physicality for can you

Not see the signs can you not feel the struggle of the

Universe as it calls out to the dying do go don’t go

Will you forever keep trying to reach me

Full moon tonight looking

Down upon me

Full moon tonight seeing

What it can see

Are there faces in that moon

Then tell me do tell me why

Those faces I never see

Full moon tonight lighting up

The skies

Giving all the stars that chance

To say goodbye to the dreams

Of yesterday lighting up the way

For everyone to say

Full moon tonight lets us go outside

And play in its glow while darkness

Does not know its being restricted

To the smallest of small shadow

Full moon tonight

Restraint sets me free

It stops me from responding to those

Things I do see and bring pain to my heart

Does stop my soul from my body do depart

And they find some commonality one seeing

The other feeling you see

Restraint sets me free

Keeps me out of that cage of mentality

Would you confine my very all it allows

Me to stand at those times I feel small enough

To disappear from this world to be swallowed up

Like a cry in the storm of ending that second that

Moment where there is no pretending that all will

Be alright

Restrains set me free

From me xx


To have heart is not a deceptive thing

To have heart can only goodness bring

In the fading of the light

In the battle to distinguish

Wrong from right

To have heart is to feed the inclination

Of the mind

To seek that which is oft difficult to find

In the darkness of men’s souls

In that space that makes separate

What was whole

To have heart is to see the face of God

In all things dark and light

Misrepresentation manipulation and just dam outright lies of this court cps and police system….


This case has been dragging on for almost a year now but that’s nothing new for it is the 8th consecutive year Rutland Police and Leicestershire CPS have tried to provoke me into action claiming that I am an undesirable violent and volatile young man. The man bit seems to be the only thing the jokers can get right…. having received this morning notification of their intent in tomorrow’s trial I really am not surprised at their underhanded tactics’ to wait until the last minute to present information to myself for being a self representative individual seems to make them even more pedantic and bureaucratic they have now put in 11 hour 45 minutes an application that I not be able to question a witness under the guise that “the quality of the evidence is likely to be diminished if the cross examination is conducted by the appellant in person” ummmmm what they really are trying to say is they do not want me to ask the man to tell the truth not only about the incident but the racist acts and omissions by both himself and his members of staff… but hold on a second what is the point of being able to represent the self if that representation be restricted for should you 1. In the case of the CPS refuse to respond or make available documents applied for under discloser to demonstrate your continual vindictive and malicious attempts at character assignation 2. As the individual claiming to have been assaulted be protected from cross examination that would not only identify your racist nature and inclination but demonstrate your acts and omissions 3. That as the principal of a school you refuse to acknowledge or responds to discloser requests 4. Be supported by a court system that neither acknowledges or responds to reasonable request to make directives 5. Change the nature of the court hearing without informing myself as my own representative. Yes I am being allowed to represent myself but it would seem that that representation is being restricted to my appearance only for that which I seek to demonstrate my innocence is being withheld. Having phoned today to check the court hearing for tomorrow as a whole day had been set aside for this trial I was informed in not too polite a manner that this has now been changed to a directions hearing. Erm excuse me am I not to be notified of such things the response was I’ll give you the CPS number so you can talk with them but hold on your the court surely it should have been your duty to inform me “as I said I’ll give you the CPS” number talk to them. Ummmmmm so much for a separate judiciary whom represent and uphold the truth for what you are in fact telling me is to communicate with you is to communicate with the CPS which is why they responded to my request and you the courts have yet to do so. I made an application to Leicester Magistrates Court for three things 1. That the case be moved to one which has the judicial authority to adjudicate upon cases of racial discriminatory practices 2. That they make an order for the CPS to disclose the requested information that they refuse to by ignoring 3. That they make an order for Catmose College to provide information in relation to all previous meetings as requested. I have yet to hear from the courts so I will be attending tomorrow blind as to what and why it has been changed to a case management or something hearing instead of a full days trial but blind ignorant and uniformed is how they would like to keep the I Jah give me strength and guide I xxX

Leicestershire CPS withhold discloser stating unsecure email to be the justification…. in that case why didn’t you send it with the letter informing me of such… dumbasses… pure bureaucracy at it’s fullest….! The information requested was copies of the CPS’s eight year campaign to try and obtain a conviction none of which has thus far been successful several having been overturned in court upon self representation I’m not joking with you people and while you may line your pockets at my restriction I can read and know how to state facts and am an aware enough individual to observe unjustifiable behaviour for you constant is we have investigated Mr Wilks before of course you have the same as you have settled out of court before for discriminatory practices obviously your still upset with loosing…! 

Historically the reason black people learned to keep quiet and not chat their business is the criminalisation of blackness in particular the males information was sought merely as the collection of evidence hence the dislike of social workers school visitors and those governmental agencies whom to collate and inform the danger we now face is one of collectiveness for with every governmental agency now connected by computer you don’t have to actually have done anything wrong in order to be a suspect every comment option observation that a government employee has mad about you is available to another employee example if you kicked off in a hospital because they took too long to see to your child if your ever stopped or questioned by the police that will come up as your tendency towards uncontrollable outbursts of aggression thus all your acts will be viewed in this way we have been separated physically mentally and emotionally so we don’t communicate share experience find solutions and enhance one another and while as a defensive tool it has historically been necessary it really is time we came out the darkness and helped one another regardless of our creeds nations or colours xxXxx

Sometimes you just have to cry for release
I once worked with a girl called Sybil who was so badly abused that everything in her world was dirty she wouldn’t wash wouldn’t change her clothes wouldn’t even touch herself to eat she lived in a cottage at the end of the community as the other residents didn’t want to be near her I was one of two people she would let touch her I would go in her room in the mornings she would be laying in bed fully dressed hands clasped tightly to her chest shaking as she’d be cold from having soiled herself not wanting to move during the night I would pick her up in my arms and she would cling on to my neck as if I was life itself there was something about her eyes that innocence that you could not help but love and fall into until you disappeared I would take her in the bathroom stand her in the shower and tell her if she didn’t let the female member of staff wash her I would one of the few times she would smile I took two weeks off after a year as my ex wife was giving me shit about I cared too much for the children while I was off Sybil was sectioned and killed herself within a week I cry like a baby when I think of her as I regard it as being such a personal failure I failed her listening to a bitch that wanted me to be a normal man I’ll have to carry that forever but I’ll never do what someone else wants me to when my heart tells me it’s wrong xxXxx

In the end the only thing that is remembered is that which we have been restricted to by another for no matter how we try we tend to make up our own minds with or without consideration thus we call a thug a thug even when they do display love for thug be the restriction that was given thee

I could write a thousand words and tell you of my love I could walk with you a while and share with you the sunset I could hold my breath and listen to the beating of your heart but in the end it makes no difference if from love you did not start our interactions for no matter what it is that I do your line was drawn for self satisfaction

We can pick and choose those images that we want another to perceive give them a perception that we at times would love to believe but far to often it is really an attempt to deceive not only the self but that other and such things I do believe are a cry for help not from the mind but that thing I often receive from your soul xxXxx

A heaviness I can not take
He planned the perfect night
New clothes oh how he looks
Smart in the bow tie and matching
Shirt with blazer jeans so crisp
With reflecting shoes
Hair brushed a thousand times
And then the pacing starts for
The flowers have not arrived he
Starts to pace and my heart starts
To sink
I try to lift his mood but understand
His displaced emotions I try to avoid
His gaze for I may cry for him
Again for the umpteenth time
He try’s to phone them but the
Line is still engaged
There are so many things I can
Endure but my youngest disappointment is not one of the
If they deliver the flowers now he’s
Gone I’m likely to knock that incompetent bastard out on the
Doorstep how dare you do that
To my baby boy ;s xxXxx

I can honestly say that it has been my experience that those whom attempt to restrict are those whom fear change the most and are scared of appearing small in the shadow of another my limited words of wisdom would be step out of your own inadequacy and realise that it is you that turned the light off to be in darkness for we all are able to shine in our individual and unique way I may not like some of you but I love you all xxXxx

Press restrictions…

I’m concerned that my case of the 6th of March in which I will be representing myself in regards to the challenging of an alleged assault case for doing to a headmaster a fraction of that which was done and allowed to be done by him to my son has been slapped with a press restriction. The fact that I will be demonstrating the longevity of the discriminatory practices of the school and it’s continual support by not only Leicestershire CPS and local Rutland Police and community I suppose has nothing to do with it. But seeing as I am not a member of the press I will be posting not only my defence on line but all requests and information in relation to the case.

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