At times I feel it That repetitive same of we hate you

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

From gazes from silence from spoken word

And I have to wonder and ask my self why

Could I not be like the others with blind open

Eyes not seeing the hurt or feeling the pain

Not wanting to feel to be just normal again

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

And I have to ask have I been blessed or am

I cursed for such are the things that the mind

Does bring to one in consideration and anticipation

Of the ways of my fellow beings

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

And I am overcome with the weight of it all

No longer able to stand no longer tall in my

Capabilities for at such times my sanity does

Abandon me to this life of seclusion without

Listening ear amongst deliberate confusion

Of all that there seems to be here

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

And would give in fade out disappear from

This world without a trace of my having been

Without knowledge of those things that I have

Seen but even death does avoid me not giving

Me the strength to destroy me and make it like

I never was

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

And know that I am alone in this place that

One can not call home for it is not where the

Heart is but more like that place were deception

Was started with a view to my destruction

Lies deceit come to full mutation in the guise

Of those meant to help but instead they poke

And make me yep from the injuries to my mind

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world

And know that I am not part of this held as I

Am mere alone and captive to this degradation

Built in are notions and means for frustration

For some this is only a game but for me it is

That repetitive same of we hate you

incompetent bastards the lot of you….!

Why is it that governmental officials feel that they are not accountable to anyone ;s not even the Department for Works and Pensions bother answering complaints or enquires now ;o is that because they are informed not to or is it that everyone really is that fucking bad at doing their jobs ;o my pet hate is incompetent assholes whom tell you to follow rules and then do not themselves which I suppose applies to every government employee ;D I had some copper phone me up the other day to tell me that I will shortly receive a summons in the post before he went on to say that he’s investigating one of my complaints yeah right you fucking twat that’s impartiality isn’t it I’m fed up with complaining to you people only for you and your bum chums to go on another training exercise to learn what you should have known when you took up your fucking jobs in the first place incompetent bastards the lot of you….!

Racist police officer comes to our home……

This is the lying bastard of a police officer whom came to our home and told us that what happens in school stays in school. And supposedly that I had no say whatsoever in whether or not to pursue the my son’s assault in school. While in our home he repeatedly lied and sought confrontation with myself while at the same time trying to play down the fact that my son had been assaulted. Not surprisingly I have been informed that the police have decided not to do anything about this assault a continuation of not only the schools discriminatory practices but also that of the police, for there has not been an incident in the last seven years where I have not had to take the police to court to force them to carry out what is meant to be their public duty but instead they have continually failed to protect either myself or my children. It’s not the first time I have met this particular officer as he came to our home last year when my neighbor was being verbally abused by a group of youths but the officers concerns then was that I was seen filming the young people being abusive and he was not interested at all in the fact that they were breaking the law at the time. Even then he made it quite apparent that if he could have arrested me for something then he would have done so and on top of that he then lied to say that he was giving me a warning for filming the group of youngsters. Going along those lines no recordable evidence would be admissible in a court including cctv to say nothing of the many video footage and phone pictures that were used in the recent killing of a solder in London.

What concerns me if that this is the 2nd of three complaints that I have raised with the police whom have not only taken their time in the investigation but have so far refused to provide evidence of either carrying out an investigation or the supplying of requested documents in relation to two arrests. While I represent myself in court it is obvious that Oakham police are withholding the information that not only am I entitled to as a self representative but that they have stated they would provide and have thus far chosen not to. Having had five cases where the police have misrepresented information in the last seven years while trying to prosecute me in addition to the four cases where I have had to take them to court in order for them to do their public duty I feel safe in saying that this is institutional racism, that this is discriminatory practice, that this is individuals choosing to use their public office for the carrying out of their own racist bigotry agenda and using their positions to be discriminatory, that this is common practice not only here in the heart of England Rutland but also throughout England…..

I keep telling you I aint done with you yet…..!

It’s going to be a busy week of case law court applications chase up letters the process of democracy is slow to the point of non-existent in the county or Rutland. The police at the moment seem unwilling to supply the information requested or forward on written confirmation of supposed investigations as such their delay tactics are ridiculous and a mere indication of their inability to act professionally on any level still all ammunition for the gun pointed squarely at their heads…. I did notice that there is some kind of new inspector or Rutland police or some such rubbish obviously they have had a shuffle round rather than hold one of their own accountable for anything so much shit and expect-ability in what they do for them it’s a learning cure for others it’s a loss of liberties and rights but always it non-accountablity and the covering of their own asses… I keep telling you I aint done with you yet…..!

to go and hide where god does not see

Oh how cheaply we sell the
soul that thing without which
we can never be whole we give
away in our dreams for its the
imagination that makes such things
seen in the distance of the night
then they do seek us and give us
such fright in the true nature of
it all but not many are willing to
acknowledge that call that was made
deep in the night not able to deal
for the body has not flight capabilities
to go and hide where god does not see

http://www.prayerthoughts.com/prayerthoughts/Spiritual_Warfare/PT_402_SpiritualWar.html

Is finally home

Do my eyes they deceive me
For my heart whont believe
Me when I tell it to leave
My mind alone for distance
May pass but to no place
Be last that resting place
A home of the kind where
Peace they can find from the
Pearcingly moan and groan
Of all differing kinds to windge
And whine sambo will you
Not go home oh how harsh
They seem vile and unclean
Do they not even respect their
Own for my family tree traces
Back to thee after Scotland
Ireland Jamaica the blood did
Roam look closely you’ll see
That deep within me your blood
Is finally home

Rutland police incompetence…..

Rutland police incompetence…..

while I have been informed that the caution which I have had placed upon my police record is to be removed that still leaves me with a forthcoming case for common assault. I am not impressed with the inability of Rutland police to not only carry out the basic administrative tasks adequately but also they selectiveness to respond to crimes committed against myself or my son. It has been over six weeks since they were informed of my sons assault and it is only now they they are considering taking action and investigating the matter. I say investigate as it’s that old adage you can drag a horse to water but can not make it drink. Yes I have complained and they have investigated the illegal caution they gave me, yes that is now to be removed and yes because I am taking their sorry asses to court they are now going to investigate the local school. But they have been aware of the facts and seen the evidence in fact six weeks ago so what is their to investigate. If they wanted a copy of the statements and admittance they could have just have easily asked me for a copy or made a copy when the incompetent officer went to the the school in the first place.

I am actually fed up with incompetent police officers, social workers, council members, MP’s, dentists, surgeons and school head masters. While my insistence that they conduct themselves in the professional manor for which they are paid extortionate amounts of money results in changes to policy procedures and practice the fact remains that every encounter with these decrypt individuals results in either restrictions to my physical mental or emotional well being. They are in fact like motorist without a licence causing mayhem on the roads and resulting in continual injury to myself. It is obvious that these individuals has no notion of professionalism or accountability and are so used to doing what they want and making it up as they go along in the mistaken belief that their positions give them the authority to discriminate as and when they feel like it. I’m not finished with any of you by a long shot…..!

Self education and representation being the key!!!!

Racist headmaster of Catmose College endorses assault of pupil….!

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster at vale of Catmose college hides behind woman when confronted

Equality Advisory Support Service offer of support ;s

Rutland Chief executive what’s the connection to Aman Mehra’s death

Police break law in order to uphold law…..!

Three racist gang up on black man in Rutland…..!

Racism in the county is rife…!

so what’s up then!

Council worker kills himself after suspension

Rutland County Councils chief executive officers only qualification is in cooking ;o

https://43spiders.wordpress.com/2013/04/

Boy assaulted and police refuse to act…!

Racist Rutland Police…. !

Rutland County Councils chief executive officers only qualification is in cooking ;o

Masons and their equals seem to be behind the scenes within Oakham Rutland

MP Alan Duncan your a cunt…

Rutland County Council and police….!

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster at vale of Catmose college hides behind woman when confronted

Wife swapping dock sucking corrupt councillors in Rutland

MP breaks copywrite laws in order to have man arrested…!

And show true reason

Come let us now speak a while
Of those things done in darkness
Those things that are vile to the
Very core what was that you
Said you’ll do them no more

Come let us now speak a while
Of the deception you portray
Your only true style for you
Have no mind of your own
Your actions are those just
Of the clone you are

Come let us now speak a while
Of those things you have mentioned
Of those things you defile for
Did you think that I was blind
Did you really imagine we are
One of a kind

Come let us now speak a while
Put away the games and let go
Of that pile of false memories
For I am not what you imagined
Me to be step back step back and
Maybe you’ll see that I’m more
That constricted shadows

Come let us now speak a while
And show true reason

Child killers teaching kids….

Child killers teaching kids….

What is the purpose of having an enhanced CRB. Having done some investigation into the CRB system I am somewhat surprised to learn that in fact it is nothing more than a fallacy. Regardless of what is on your CRB it is up to the employer to decide whether or not to employ an individual. It is thus that wife beaters ex murders, those that have killed people in road traffic accidents and even someone whom has killed a child in a car accident are still able to gain employment from teachers to council workers to members of parliament. So that does beg the question why is the CRB process necessary and what is its main goal or agenda. Of course I have my own opinions for even in yesterdays news with certain individuals victimised by the police and judiciary and having a charge constantly upon their records it reduces the chances of them obtaining work or full time employment. There is no law to protect you from the law and those whom use and abuse it’s power to act discriminatory regardless of whether they be police officers local councillors or members of parliament. In so many jobs you would be dismissed if you had an outstanding charge against you or you were on bail for several months but that does not seem to be the case within Rutland County Council or the government per-say but here serving members of the Council and local MP’s continue to receive public money and go about their every day business despite being guilty of a criminal or civil offence. My only conclusions is that the enhanced CRB system is a waste of tax payers money in assisting those whom would otherwise exclude individuals based upon their own likes dislikes prejudices legitimising that no we don’t want your kind working here a reflection of the statical over representation of certain classes, groups and races of people whom represent this countries underclass and long term unemployed…..

Board of Governors endorse racism at Catmose College

Board of Governors endorse racism at Catmose College

I’m not surprised that the board of governors of Catmose College part of the Catmose Federation have chosen to endorse the discriminatory actions of the current head master of Catmose College. It is not the first time they have endorsed such actions but it will be the first time I am taking them to court for it. Unfortunately for them I am a very good keeper of records and this current action will enable me to bring out all the discriminatory practices bullying both verbal and physical towards my previous son whom attended their school and has also had to not only endure such actions from this racist community but was in fact denied an education by both the school and the local council Rutland County Council to say nothing of the discrimination that he received at the hands of the local police. The thing is these bigots think that they can continue their actions and that there is no accountability for their actions or omissions. It really is about time you individuals were dragged by the throat into this year of 2013 instead of trying to carry on as you have done for the last how ever many decades. I’m no going anywhere and despite you closing ranks plus use of the local Rutland Country Council under the leader ship of the chief Helen Brigs , MP Duncan Smith and Rutland Police you don’t scare me…….

Self education and representation being the key!!!!

Racist headmaster of Catmose College endorses assault of pupil….!

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster at vale of Catmose college hides behind woman when confronted

Equality Advisory Support Service offer of support ;s

Rutland Chief executive what’s the connection to Aman Mehra’s death

Police break law in order to uphold law…..!

Three racist gang up on black man in Rutland…..!

Racism in the county is rife…!

so what’s up then!

Martin Brookes of Oakham…!

Martin Brookes of Oakham like the fallen local council representative that you are you are very selective with that information which you provide to members of the public. Should you want to inform them of something then at least have the gumption to tell the whole story and not just those aspects that portray you in a positive light or in your case hard done by because the boys whon’t let you play any more oh my bad it’s not just the boys is it lets not forget the cook Helen Briggs….. I do understand why your site is closed to disable responses because you are not interested in debate or the truth just your own portrayal of selective information for whatever purpose….

The full exchange follows……

“Richard Bradley Wilks
Friday
I’m gonna take one point for discussion here… As a society we have prisons for those that break the law regardless of why any of these individuals are incarcerated why are we giving them playstations tv’s radios…? what we should do is give them nothing other than work and education. No ifs no buts no maybe work and education. One you learn to be a productive member of society and two you get an education so that you do not have any excuse to carry on slack when you are released. This is 2013 and prison educational systems more and more receive less funding. Criminals have more use value to society should they re-offend than if they were to get out get a job and carry on like the majority of the population. Do you actually think that our government are as incompetent as they act. We are a country of qualifications and statistics these are known facts yet they are not acted upon and this is before we have even brought in the race card as to look and see who actually is under or over represented in prisons. A debate on race is and most be a requirement for any progressive society for to turn a blind eye to the issues that face us and only discuss the matter under heated argument and reaction to actions or omissions carried out by ill-informed misguided individuals has only one result that being of hatred for the other…!
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Martin Brookes when they send us to prison we will be bored 
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Richard Bradley Wilks I’m going to tell you something Martin Brookes and your not going to be happy…. you and your kind are the problem with his country… you homosexual bisexual insestual people bitching at each other and then when you fall out like you did in the local council you waste tax payers money taking your shit to court… at the end of the day your moaning because you have been kicked out of the club and all you want is back in and they are not letting you play any more. Your not pointing out what is wrong with this system of things in fact there was a time when you promoted it and ensured it’s continuance. I personally didn’t hear a word from you when you was playing your stupid power games and a sitting member of whatever backwater committee it was. Grow up grow a pair and get on with it had you wanted to stop any of the legal proceedings restricting you you would have had the common sense to put a disclaimer on your site to say nothing of copy-write but you are in fact enjoying what you are doing and the attention you are getting. There is no aspect of what you are doing or going through that is for the betterment of this nation and thus I say you are the epitome of all that is wrong with England and further more if you don’t have anything to contribute to the serious issues and discussions ideals notions that I try to promote here and on my other sites shut the fuck up…!
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Martin Brookes Richard Wilks you had my support. But lately you have become very upset. Now youre homophobiic. I still hope all your issues are sorted soon. Now consider this if I replaced your word Homosexuals with the word
blacks you might be upset you might rightly complain to the police. think about it.
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Richard Bradley Wilks I have the balls to stand up for my beliefs and as such I have not seen anywhere in the bible where it says do not i repeat do not be black…. You and your kind represent one third of the political system in this country a country that was built upon religious belief and doctrine had that been followed then we would not be having this discussion like so many English men you make rules for division and for others to follow while you choose not to do so…. This political system changes to suit those in power legally and by acts and amendments as such you look to look after your own asses and do not represent the people in any form or way go and play your little power games with the local council and if you feel able or ready to take me to court for my religious views then do so because I will stand by that same bible that the judiciary ask you to swear upon and as far as I am aware God has not rewritten it or made amendments …..! King James Version …! And thanks for your support but I must have missed something or blinked…!
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Britain can be better more than it currently is….!

Ok we need to start somewhere so lets draw a line and try to make this country more than it currently is…… Prisons… we accommodate those who are not British nationals and get them to serve their sentences here. Then at the end of their sentence we deport them that’s if they are not going to be treated inhumanly upon their return to the country of their birth. Stop taking the piss and send them back as soon as they are found guilty they knew the risk when they committed the crime so why are the British public not only paying for their detention but also for them for the rest of their lives while they continue to live in Britain. Not interested in the individual cases and justifications if their guilty kick them out we got enough to deal with already and then just maybe then we can concentrate on the rehabilitation of those whom are born here. When British people commit crimes abroad there’s none of this softly softly bullshit going on they are dealt with harshly under the rules of the land they are in at the time.. if they are lucky then the government may intervene on their behalf but there are more that are unlucky than are lucky stop the hypocritical bullshit and get down to the knitty gritty stuff. Give people their warning if you commit a crime and your not a national you will be deported end off the choice is yours…! We need to move forward we need to take a stance we need to make some hard decisions and look out for our own future for no modern government can sustain a continually growing population without consideration and preparation for that which is yet to come. Our governments are always about the now what they can do now what they can get now they don’t give a toss about where the NHS or educational systems will be in five years ten years twenty years because not many of them use these services so thus they are more concerned with tax rebate business tax export tax import tax what the fuck get rid of the lot of them now and have a government that is about the people who represent the people and who are the people….!

Is there a way forward for racist Britain.

Is there a way forward for racist Britain.

Britain is not the only racist country in the world in fact for such a small island is really is quite surprising how one act of stupidity by two stupid ill-informed individuals can get world wide publicity and arouse such feelings of anger and hatred not only within Britain itself but world wide. Even in countries where discriminatory practices are accepted and endorsed as part and parcel of not only the culture but of law people would seem to have something to say.

It’s time that the notion concept of racism within this little country had public debate and hearings not to apportion blame but to seek a way forward as a progressive society that seeks to redress and address all those aspects that hold us back as a nation.

For far to long we have allowed ourselves to be led by the nose by politicians that care more for commerce than they do for the people of their nation. War-munging is big business and it really is quite shocking how much this little island of ours is in fact involved in the production supply and education of death dealing implements throughout the world.

The cost of this is discontent of the British people with life, politicians the decline of public services and no clear goal or agenda for the people their children or other generations to come. For far to long we have allowed our government to look about the business of making money and self promotion for them and their kind using their positions of elected power to line their own pockets.

Not only is a political upheaval required to address these issues but our politics need to come back home and be focused upon the British people. We are an island we have no business running around the world telling others how to run their lives for we would be the first to cry out should such a thing be attempted in these lands.

We can start by self examination of not only what brought about the events of two days ago but how to ensure that such things are reduced in the future. It will never be possible to stop all actions of those looking to make a claim to fame but there are so many possibilities of reducing the opportunities and reasons why such marginalised individuals are susceptible to negative influences and persuasions.

There is no easy solutions and there is not a pain free cure for our aliment of complacency but unless we are willing to discuss act and redress the actions and omissions of ourselves communities and government the future will always look bleak.

Hypocritical Britain

Hypocritical Britain

I don’t think what happened on the streets of London today was right I only know those bits that I have seen on line but the hypocrisy of English people is beyond belief how long did you actually think you could treat other races creeds and colors like shit before it came back to you… You can go abroad and tell a man how to run his country and how to treat his women children and finances but don’t have equality in your own backyard maybe you’ll think twice before you next discriminate maybe you whont let your children go to war to kill foreigners maybe when you next see injustice on you street in the work place down the market you’ll man up and stop it but I doubt it…!

There should have been the same outcry when Stephen Lawrence was killed twenty years ago just down the road from there by a gang of white youths there should have been that same outcry when the police covered it up and did not do their jobs our youths children have been dying in police custody abused on the streets abused in schools abused in the work place and now your reaping what you have shown hearted your making noise this country was built on rapping the world now its come back to bite you you can not dictate by force and expect there to be no comeback we follow America everywhere telling people how to live and treat their own practice what you fucking preach cos the war you have practiced and taught others is now on your streets and its your children that are now the targets….!
‘We swear by almighty Allah we will never stop fighting you’: What man holding bloody cleaver said after ‘hacking soldier in Help For Heroes T-shirt to death just yards from Woolwich barracks’ WARNING graphic content http://bit.ly/12Nd250

Equality Advisory Support Service offer of support ;s

Do you know what I should feel happy that the Equality Advisory Support Service (used to be Commission for Rascal Equality, then changed their dame to something or the other England and now yet another change ;s ) has asked me if they can be of assistance, but I don’t… their role as a part of the government is to defuse, reduce and make sure the worst of the discriminatory cases do not come to the attention of the public at large along with that of ensuring that payments are kept down to a minimum and cases settled out of court. They only offer assistance to those that have a 70% or more chance of winning and as such are more interested in statistics and resolution to justify the great expense and employment of themselves. They are not in the least bit impartial and their information systems is not designed to assist those starting out but rather to inform them of the difficulties in bringing cases to court and thereby put of the majority of individuals that go to them for assistance. They are an arm of the government that looks out for itself…..!

Council worker kills himself after suspension

Rutland County Councils chief executive officers only qualification is in cooking ;o

https://43spiders.wordpress.com/2013/04/

Boy assaulted and police refuse to act…!

Racist Rutland Police…. !

Rutland County Councils chief executive officers only qualification is in cooking ;o

Masons and their equals seem to be behind the scenes within Oakham Rutland

MP Alan Duncan your a cunt…

Rutland County Council and police….!

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster and school get full support and backing of the local police

Racist headmaster at vale of Catmose college hides behind woman when confronted

Wife swapping dock sucking corrupt councillors in Rutland

MP breaks copywrite laws in order to have man arrested…!